Miss me?
You and me both.
Some of you thought I got lost in Utah. Some of you thought Donny Osmond carried me off (I looked everywhere for him, but he seems stalker proof - -ptthfff) **(Wait, am I the only one around here old enough to have had a huge crush on him, back in the day?)
Anyway, I suppose I owe all of you an explanation about what's going on...
While in Utah (thanks for coming with me, you guys! But I want my fuzzy sox back, Amy and Rambler- you left a bunch of bottles under the seat!! One was still full) my real-life BFF offered me a job. A real job. A full time job. Doing what I used to do before I gave up my job to raise my grandfather (and eventually my son). But that isn't the news. I've turned that job down plenty of times...
Hubby got offered a great job! It has been so hard for him, being unemployed. I know there are so many people in the same position, so many people unable to provide for their families. My husband is a mover, a doer. He hates sitting around. He hates that we have no insurance, that the future is uncertain. That, if he got hurt doing a side job, we could have a serious problem. So this job is a chance to take care of our family...it's a wonderful offer...
BUT:

We have to sell my house, leave my job, my family, my Grandmas...everything. (Yes. It IS all about me)
My beautiful kitchen, my garden, my roses, my fruit trees, my beautiful kitchen...sniff-sniff.
This has all happened so quickly. We got home from Utah last Sunday and signed the final sales agreement for the house yesterday. Not bad for a weeks work. I have had heartburn for days.

We are both exhausted, grumpy and stressed out. My bosses are freaking out, Gramma is freaking out, our future bosses are freaking out (maybe just a tiny bit) and my real estate guy sucks.
Moving back to Utah...yeah...I think I'm losing my mind. (and my mother is coming to visit. Tomorrow... help me...)
I guess my excuse for not writing is that I'm not really sure how I feel about all of this. My hubby is so very excited...he has family there. It's going home for him. It's leaving home for me, and I feel really guilty about leaving the Grammas. I just couldn't think of what to say...
I've missed you guys! We have a POD coming on Friday.
Anybody have any good moving advice?











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