I used to have this blog...

A long, long time ago...in a galaxy far, far away...

I used to have thoughts that had nothing to do with work or children.  I used to cook and garden.  I used to write and chat with my friends.  Sigh.  I never used to get 150 text messages a day about scheduling, menus, money, service and promotions.  I never used to feed my kid fast food and use cartoons to babysit.  I never used to leave him with "strangers" (ok, not really strangers, but not me and not school) five days a week.  I never used to come home at 9 or 10pm five nights a week.  I never used to miss being a mom (and a wife) so much.

I need a change.  Nothing is worth missing my family.  Nothing is worth the look on my boy's face EVERYDAY when I leave for work and when I come home.  Nothing is worth the tone in my husband's voice when he asks how late I have to work "this time". 

I want my family back.  I want my home back.  I want my life back.

So, I'm doing it.  I'm making a change and taking control.  Wish me luck...